A note for 09/13/2026

Eh, whatever, finally making an update to this page after, like, eight months. may as well drop the entire album in the tab below me. You know, there are some days where I believe if God had willed it another way, had I been a young man born in Afghanistan I'd have joined the Taliban. In America, a young man may suffer a death of despair, take the rope, to escape suffering. In the old Ottoman land their young men die in the service of killing others to ascend to a paradise of pleasure.

Honestly, if Christianity weren't the truth, dying for the Taliban's a fine deal.

That aside, I wonder if music also is a malady of the mind. I have good taste. Having good taste may have cost my sanity. Also, check this drawing. Why not.

A sketch

Gotan Project. A sound from Argentina. Used to dance hours to these guys.

Not Epoca. A Japanese I can't type or read.



A note for 09/14/2026

You know, my sister used to be friends with some kind of white trailer trash when she was a kid. Wish she stayed friends with her because she's pretty hot now. Sure, she has tats, smokes, a raver, drinker, and is probably jobless. Being young and dumb's the charm.

Well, not that it matters anyhow. Instagram has a way of highlighting the lives of those you were never meant to see. Maybe I just yearn for a smoking buddy. Don't do cigarettes, but I do like cigarette sized cigars.

As a Christian, I don't want to live very long anyhow. A long life's just an impediment to God. Unfortunately, if God desires me to live that my exhortation against Babylon may be finished, then I might be in for a run, and it'll be terrible.


The music curated by this channel is wonderful. Check out their channel recommendations for more music like this.

They make good furniture music: melancholy and contemplative.

Since I haven't yet found a real singer. Find more at my youtube

Learned off of Tiktok shorts. I have a keyboard in my room that I pluck away at. Find more at my youtube