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41 - Lament of a Midnight Rosary (II)

I’ve no children, no wife.
Before you God, I am one man,
So I can only care for Heaven.
I see families executed before my eyes.
What care do I have for them?
Their sons are not mine.
Their daughters are not mine.
I only have one life to care for, mine,
If I die, good riddance, it’s Heaven.
I have no children in risk of Hell.
It’s only myself I have to tell
‘God, God, God!”
Oh my Jesus, I cry inside, all the time.
My whole life I’ve been harassed,
Singled out a lonely mass.
The demons, so many haunt my dreams,
Pretending to be angels sent from thee.
Now I see I’ve never seen thee across all my dreams,
Not even a figment or forced specter of my mind.
I can’t even fake an image of you, Lord.